Of course, whenever an idol’s alternate Weibo account was discovered it would easily excite the curious netizens on the small forum where the fan had first posted.
1L: Has your house collapsed or something? Why don’t you tell us what the account is? If you don’t provide a link, I will say you are just making things up.
2L: OP, are you sure it’s really Ruan Tian’s alternate account and not just a fan pretending to be her? Also, why don’t you share the link? This is a small forum so there aren’t many people here anyway, it won’t matter if you share.
OP: It’s definitely her on this account. I think her mentality may have been shattered, ah, she really liked that person.
3L: OP, just give us a hint and we will go find it ourselves.
4L: I’ve already put my melon seeds away. OP, just delete this thread. It’s meaningless to tease us like this.
89L: After we’ve discussed for so long, it seems that the OP already ran away. OP wasn’t just making things up, right?
93L: I think I’ve figured out where it is. After following the OPs descriptions, looking at a few possible female celebrities and picking the most likely one, then searching through her fan list one by one, I’ve finally found what looks like Ruan Tian’s alternate account.
94L: Poster above, you really found it? You’re so powerful! But what is the account! ! !
The second person who had managed to find Ruan Tian’s alternate account posted a screenshot of the account’s Weibo homepage.
【@HelpMeCatchTheStars: The first time I saw him, I already started to like him – 2015/5/16. 】
【@HelpMeCatchTheStars: He ignored me – 2015/5/24】
【@HelpMeCatchTheStars: He made a speech on stage today as our year’s top student. He wore a white dress shirt and neat suit pants, and his hair looked wavy and soft. Standing in the sunlight, he stood out brightly against the stage, shining like a star, so beautiful – 2015/6/6. 】
【@HelpMeCatchTheStars: I have decided, I’m going to chase him – 2015/6/14. 】
Social media could preserve a person’s memories no matter how much time had passed.
Ruan Tian would never have guessed that one day her love for Shen Shu from back then would be dragged out and exposed to the world because of the posts she had made.
It was a young love, full of youthful sincerity and lingering affection.
From the old posts it was obvious that her eyes were always fixed on him alone, as if she didn’t care about anything else in the world, but on the inside her heart was still sensitive and fragile.
She was like a shadow chasing the light.
But in the end, she would never catch Shen Shu.
He was always someone beyond the reach of her hands no matter how she stretched them out.
Her confession and pursuit back then was perhaps the bravest thing that Ruan Tian had ever done in this life.
She had endured the reprimands of her parents and teachers, the mocking glances of her classmates, all just in the desperate hope that she might be able to make Shen Shu take another glance.
At the same time, she had envied Zhou Xiaoqiao for not having to lift a finger but still being able to receive his pampering.
Every morning, she had watched Shen Shu ride his bicycle to the Zhou residence to take Zhou Xiaoqiao to school, but she could only walk the same road alone.
Sometimes she would feel very daring, and she would close her eyes and imagine that maybe one day the girl riding on the back seat of Shen Shu’s bicycle would be her.
However, the days slowly went by, one by one.
In the end, none of her beautiful dreams were ever realized.
123L: Is this really Ruan Tian’s account? My god, she’s so humble.
124L: I’m rushing forward to take a look. I must fight hard to be on the front line of melon-eaters!
125L: More than a thousand Weibo posts? Reading through all this would take several hours. Why is Ruan Tian talking so much? Someone summarize!
126L: The mood of those of us onlookers who have come back after reading is a bit complicated. No wonder her fans feel distressed.
127L: I never knew Ruan Tian is so brave~ It seems that she really loved her ex-husband. The two were still high school classmates when she fell in love at first sight, then went on to marry, tsk tsk.
128L: My curiosity has been piqued, I will immediately rush to read
【@HelpMeCatchTheStars: I saved a huge sum of fifteen thousand yuan this time. I went to the mall first thing in the morning to line up and, using my short little legs, I managed to be the first to run in and buy his favorite sneakers. *happy twirl* – 2016/3/17. 】
【@HelpMeCatchTheStars: I gave the sneakers to him as a birthday present. Hmph, I then saw the box in the trash can. I’ve decided I won’t like him anymore tomorrow, and I will only start liking him again the day after tomorrow – 2016/3/19 . 】
【@HelpMeCatchTheStars: Today he came to the door of our classroom to wait for Zhou Xiaoqiao and take her home after school. He stood outside the classroom and looked in the window and, for a moment, I could imagine that he was looking at me and waiting for me – 2016/4/1. 】
【@HelpMeCatchTheStars: It’s really hard work to like him. Why would he refuse to help even though he obviously saw what was happening – 2016/4/12. 】
【@HelpMeCatchTheStars: I don’t want to like him this month. I will forgive him next month. I am really angry this time – 2016/4/16. 】
【@HelpMeCatchTheStars: I’m learning how to knit. I’ll make a scarf and give it to him when winter comes. My fingers hurt after being pricked by the needle – 2016/5/16.】
Ruan Tian’s alternate account ended up exposing a lot of things. Especially when it suddenly when dark for two years after so much Shen Shu related content.
The final Weibo post happened on July 18, 2018.
It was a few short words.
Seeming to echo her miserable heart.
The words were:
Goodbye, my youth, my love.
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